⊹ . forest diary ⁺. ˖

 HI EVERYONE !!!! ( crickets ) sorry i keep takingsuper long breaks from writing enteries, but just because i seem gone ... doesnt mean i am.. i will always come back and have something to stress over, ok? i am here .. anyway. whats up !! ive been doing my alevels, havent i? yesterday, i got 8/9 on a question in politics, so i'd say im doing pretty well. i reallyreally need to lock in and get my head down because mocks are happening this summer in june, and they'll be going off to my uni to be looked at. which is fine but,, im applying to cambridge and really want to have a chance !! so it looks like this easter half term will be full of revision .. no fun for me.. i don't mind, though. i think i mentioned pokopia before, and i have it now !! ivebeen playing it lots, although i must say it certainly did loose its appeal it had when i first started. im on one of the final tasks to rebuild the hotel, and i cant wait to finish and start decorating all of my areas properly ♡ iv...

 hello, everyone ! i haven't updated you since last year, have i? im very sorry for my absence.. anyway. school started again, around the 5th, and as im writing this it's the 20th, so im very much kicked back into the swing of things. i don't really like doing things over the weekend, so i just spent one of my study periods (is that what you americans call it?) doing some work i should've done then. to be honest, im only writing to tell you that my mental health is at an all time low. i deleted all my socials yesterday in a fit of sadness, and i think im going to take some time for myself right now.. however, it's a bit hard to find any time for me. or, push myself to do it. even doing things i like feels boring and makes me sososooo tired as of now, so i don't do much apart from sleep and wait for time to pass. i feel veryvery lonely, like nobody likes me at all, and that i'm not anybody's first option. it's just little things in how i interact with...

 hello, everyone !! i apologise for my absence. but im sure you already know why ive been gone.. ive been busy with christmas !! while this year wasnt the best, and christmas wasn't eventful, it was still quite fun and i did enjoy it a lot.. i won't bore you with the list of presents i got, but i will tell you my main present this year was a switch 2 accompanied by pokemon z-a, as well as some calico critters.. i even drew them.  its the rainy day ones !! ive been having lots of fun with z-a too. i find it a little challenging at times which isnt fun, surprisingly.. i like my pokemon games to be quite easy. but its alright, most of the time. what i find truly challenging is deciding a cute team !! my main cuties right now are delphox, meowstic, joleteon and vaporeon. omg vaporeon is so cute i named him flipper. meowstic is also super cute. its the male version, if youre wondering.. i always have an espurr on hand in my games, especially the older 3ds ones, even though they'...

  worst day ever

  hello, everyone !! okay. remember how i told you about my epq last time..? well, i quit. i decided to do it next year.. im so happy i quit, i feel so free. i knew there would be an outcome and im happy with this one. anyway, lets talk some more about school, hm..? today, i started the paris anthology in english. oh my god, what the hell?? i thought it was just going to be poems about paris, not... its all sorts of things. graphics, adverts, forums, blog posts, text transcripts.. and you sort of have to analyse them and say stuff about them. i dont mind. i dont think it will be that hard, because i do history and politics, which you have to analyse sources for, this will be sort of similar. but it's just very strange !! apart from that, school is going quite well.. i have a little homework i need to finish but i've done the majority of it already.. i think im doing a source question in history tommorow, so i'll have to prepare for that, too. i also tutor on wednesdays !! s...

i embrace the cold with open arms , every night comes just a little faster , alas , my warmth for you is not enough !! HI EVERYONE happy december 1st !! i just started my advent calendar, as we all did im sure. this year, it's reese's pieces !! lifeis slow and borimg but my love is every growing. but its starting to hurt me. i feel so much for my friends , it really hurts when they say something or a little off or *gulp* .. they pay attention to someone else...... AAHHH!!!! attention is a big part of my life and i have never been in this kind of position. still, the only way is forward so im not sure how to work on that without droolingall over my friends asking for reassurance and affirmation. as much as i want to.. but they will get sick of me.. AAAHHHHHHHHH its okay everyone loves me and imso cute and if they wanted to leaveme, they are capable enough to have done so already. enough of that. i have some little things prepared this time around, so lets get tothat... if i were...

hi everyone !! ^_^ i just got back from a supersuuperlong walk in the middle of no where.. its monday week a, which means i have two free periods combined with lunch and break to do whatever i want.. and i walked !! my first walk was around the shops because i was hoping to pick up something cheap for lunch.. i forgot how scary being in an unfamiliar place was. ohemgee. terrifying !! i was so scared. so i left. and i took the path my friends take.. and got lost... and was in an even moree unfamiliar place... i was so hopeless. then i found my way and look a short break to eat a Cadbury Brunch Bar which are the best things evr. my friend used to have them in secondary around gsce time and he'd give them to me so i brought them to reminisce.... and it was yummy... anyway.. i went for a second walk in the middle of nowhere but it got quite forestly and peaceful. even in unfamiliar forests, they all sort of look the same, so its not that bad.. it was lovely! there was magpies and robin...

hii.. wow. this is so much more aesthetic now, yay.. i'm much happier with it.. from now on im going to use cute images and dividers to make my blog look way more. u know.. nice.. i already used this divider on a previous mori kei esc website i made. i say mori kei but its way more vibrant,.. and fresh.. which is what i like about it..  the site  <- there it is. u can look if u wanna..  i started wearing less masacara. i wear lotsand lots so you can see it on my face but i think its weighing my lashes down and you cant see it at all. so i wore less and mainly put it on the ends but i looked. worse!!!!! i think i just need to accept i have no lashes. or. especially since my bday is coming up. i wanna get lash extensions.. nice big ones.. i need to find ones that compliment my face and make me look extra cute !! and like, round. i like to look like i have a round babyish face and big black eyes.. speaking of my eyes some more, i want to buy big black contacts and wear th...

 hi everywaan.. how are we all today. as im writing this, im lying snug in my bed.!!! despite that, i am still very, very cold.. you may notice from the website you probably came from, i am into mori kei!! i am a forest girl!! i love the bright greens and colorful flowers. i think rainbows go so well with green, it all reminds me of rainforests.. then, i think about the warmth and humidity in them.. ouhh its making me feel warm even know… but the truth is.. its not warm!! its cold!! its getting colder everyday now its september.. im so chilly all the time :( my mum always gets worried about me feeling cold, as mums do of course.. i used to wear pajamas under my clothes to feel a little warmer.. i only say used to because now i wear fleece leggings and extra shirts instead underneath my clothes, although pajamas were definitely the cosiest!! i will maybe wear them again soon when it gets unbareably cold for me.. anyway. i change aesthetics like outfits. i mixed mori kei with one of ...

 hi everywaan.. im writing this in my schoolform rn. its totally empty because i come SUPER early nd i have no friends to meet up with in the morning.. i thought i was going to be late today and my dad was literally!! sitting in the car beside me booking a trip to the tip this morning while i was SO WORRIED i was gonna be late.. anyway.. then we finally started driving and he started roadraging. he always says "so fauwking" stupid.. like he pronounces it like that.. and he always says "you know what i mean?" when he starts ramblimg about right of way. and i have no clue what he means. iam so hungry and its only 8.29..  ok now its 12:15 guys i ate a tomatao and cheese sandwich and it was good. this school is so obssesed with tamato and cheese im always eating it because its always in the cafe.. even after i ate my tummy still gtumbled. imnot used to eating at these times. it used to be in the morning then at 5pm... im writing this in english rnn.. theres a margret at...