sad new year 2026
hello, everyone ! i haven't updated you since last year, have i? im very sorry for my absence.. anyway. school started again, around the 5th, and as im writing this it's the 20th, so im very much kicked back into the swing of things. i don't really like doing things over the weekend, so i just spent one of my study periods (is that what you americans call it?) doing some work i should've done then. to be honest, im only writing to tell you that my mental health is at an all time low. i deleted all my socials yesterday in a fit of sadness, and i think im going to take some time for myself right now.. however, it's a bit hard to find any time for me. or, push myself to do it. even doing things i like feels boring and makes me sososooo tired as of now, so i don't do much apart from sleep and wait for time to pass. i feel veryvery lonely, like nobody likes me at all, and that i'm not anybody's first option. it's just little things in how i interact with...