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 hello, everyone !! i apologise for my absence. but im sure you already know why ive been gone.. ive been busy with christmas !! while this year wasnt the best, and christmas wasn't eventful, it was still quite fun and i did enjoy it a lot.. i won't bore you with the list of presents i got, but i will tell you my main present this year was a switch 2 accompanied by pokemon z-a, as well as some calico critters.. i even drew them.


 its the rainy day ones !! ive been having lots of fun with z-a too. i find it a little challenging at times which isnt fun, surprisingly.. i like my pokemon games to be quite easy. but its alright, most of the time. what i find truly challenging is deciding a cute team !! my main cuties right now are delphox, meowstic, joleteon and vaporeon. omg vaporeon is so cute i named him flipper. meowstic is also super cute. its the male version, if youre wondering.. i always have an espurr on hand in my games, especially the older 3ds ones, even though they're technically male i personally see my espurr as nonbinary. is that weird? im also happy espurr is getting lots of love because one of the characters in z-a, emma, has one!! super cute. i especially love shiny espurr because they're cute and pink.. i like lots of pokemon. my fave during sword and shield ( my fave pokemon game ) was sneasel ! they mean a lot to me.. i have a lot of pokemon dear to me i move to newer games so i can keep using them. my inteleon bubbles, my leafeon, my arcanine teriyaki... little espurr, of course, even more newer additions such as princess my sylveon and pearl my primarina. theyre truly my pokemon and i cant wait to have them in za with me soon. theyre very, very special to me.. like ocs if that makes sense. i think im deff goinf yo have flipper from this game to add to that, and maybe another pokemon too.. we'll see... DUDE I STILL NEED A RAINBOW ALCREMIE I DONT HAVE ONE YET. anyway..

im being super lazy because im waiting for the new year to motivate me. i have so much work to do, but ill do it soon i promise.. right now im prioritizing games and chilaxxing. i had a super nice hot chocolate this morning with a crushed up freddo and whipped cream. god damn. it was delicious...speaking of the new year, why don't we draft up some resolutions? i was looking at last ( or this ones..?) years earlier, and i failed most of them. so:

- try my best always, no matter the situation. even if it doesn't give the outcome i want, what more can i ask for from myself if i tried my best?

- finding a lover would be nice...

- watch more anime + play more vn

i like to have 12 for each month of the year, but this will do for now, it's only a draft afterall.. i have been doomscrolling when i could at least be watching something like an anime. so, there's that.. i hope you add the first one to yours, too. im sure we would all strive to work a little harder.. i have lots more to say but my hands are tired from typing. imhanging out with a friend tommorow. 


goodnight, sweethearts !


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