walk



hi everyone !! ^_^ i just got back from a supersuuperlong walk in the middle of no where.. its monday week a, which means i have two free periods combined with lunch and break to do whatever i want.. and i walked !! my first walk was around the shops because i was hoping to pick up something cheap for lunch.. i forgot how scary being in an unfamiliar place was. ohemgee. terrifying !! i was so scared. so i left. and i took the path my friends take.. and got lost... and was in an even moree unfamiliar place... i was so hopeless. then i found my way and look a short break to eat a Cadbury Brunch Bar which are the best things evr. my friend used to have them in secondary around gsce time and he'd give them to me so i brought them to reminisce.... and it was yummy... anyway.. i went for a second walk in the middle of nowhere but it got quite forestly and peaceful. even in unfamiliar forests, they all sort of look the same, so its not that bad.. it was lovely! there was magpies and robins and other little birds.. i want to get a book of birds so i can know their names. there was squirrels, too, cute fat ones. it was very nice. this morning a new chapter of blue lock came out, and SAE WAS  IN IT !!! WITH HIS BANGS DOWN!!!! he was so cute, so i took my fave plush of him to school to celebrate, so he was on my walks with me.. he made me feel happy and safe, even if i got lost.. i love him.. speaking of love, kudryavka thinks shes stable enough to get into a relationship. well. maybe. i want to test the waters. but i dont know i love sae hes enough im just testing and if things dont turn out the way they expected thats totally okay.. not that there is anyone to test the waters with, or anything !!! anyway. im happy today even if i felt a little sad and hopeless. i have one more lesson, double history, then im going straight to my bed !!! its cold and im getting a new duvet so ill be nice and cozy.. yaaay... goodbye, friends !! ill see you later ..  i will attach pictures of sae later but they wont fricken load

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